SORRY??

why don't u realize??? do u think that when u say SORRY will make everything in place??

think about it again do u really LOVE me or just make some fun?? i already tell u everything about me

With HOPE that u will UNDERSTAND and wait until im ready cuz u oso know how much i been HURT by my Love Story, how can i trust and give my heart to you when u even can't wait when im ready??... but u just LIKE me and NOT LOVE me.. u know why?? because LOVE WILL WAIT UNTIL THE RITE TIME... but i want to ask u did u wait??? the answer is NO... u walk away just like my EX do..let me feel alone, let me face everything alone, u let me feel the warm and u let me feel COLD tooo..  i don't even ask u to come in my life and i don't even ask u to leave, but u come and go in my life just like that.. im not a DOLL...  u know what is the PAINFUL PART?? at some part u make me feel like Queen BUT suddenly u make feel worthless just like RUBBISH, ever nite waitng for fall sleep and my pillow was my best Friend to wipe my tears AND i pray every nite so that GOD WILL BLESS YOU and hope that u'll feel that u have hurt me with same reason like my EX do, u don't even tell me when u go to UPSI sy sedar la jga sepa la sy kn??... . and U COME BACK WHEN I FIND MY STRENGTH TO STAND UP ALONE.. i just want to let u now that im Fine now and i can do more without anyoNe .... do u happy?? the ANSWER IS YESS..   u can eat well, u can sleep well and u are MORE...MORE...MORE  HAPPY NOW... u g0t what u want... with ur new Friends, ur music stuff and  im sure u will be FINE WITHOUT ME.... . i don't hate u.. and i don't mad at u just feel sad cuz u don't even  realize how much i try to Give u chance.. but YOU DON'T APPRECIATE IT.. so maybe this is how it's used to be.. u will be More happy and more Bless WITHOUT ME.... LET US STOP RITE HERE PRETEND LIKE WE DON'T KNOW EACH OTHER

GOD BLESS YOU DARREL... 

Thank you Lord..

Thank you, God, for giving me another year of life.
Thank you for all the people who remembered me today
by sending cards, and letters, gifts and good wishes.

Thank you for all the experience of this past year;
for times of success which will always be happy memories,
for times of failure which reminded me of my own weakness and of my need for you,
for times of joy when the sun was shining,
for times of sadness which drove me to you.

Forgive me
for the hours I wasted,
for the chances I failed to take,
for the opportunities I missed this past year.
Help me in the days ahead to make this the best year yet,
and through it to bring good credit to myself,
happiness and pride to my loved ones,
and joy to you. Amen.

Still Hurt

if u say i was stupid for giving up with him... i just want to ask you 1 question.. If you were me, would you want to let someone you love have to love you while u know the person u LOVE THE MOST! still loves someone else? if only i have a choice but that the only way to see him happy and i know LETTING HIM GO IS THE BEST WAY.... feel free to tell other that i'm stupid Thank you so much and MAY GOD BLESS YOU ...