oN JaNuAry

It's a long story for me..

so many things happen on January..

sad, happy,mad.... 

1st my sis going to be a morther in sept.. gud news.. 

but other story.. is my Love story end On January.. but what  really make

me so upset is.. 4 years i been soo stupid and blind.. to trust that guy.. 

then after 4 years i know that the guy that i really love.. he lie to me.. 

guess what?? at the same time he was with another woman for 7 years .. 

and yess i must admit that it really hurt me.

I might have to go through all this although a very painful.. 

so that i'll be a mature woman, oh GOD Oh God, please take every longing in my heart to that  man, God help me, so I would not expect us back together. take all of this story as soon as possible.coz I will not survive for long periods... 

Jesus Help Me