Thank You for Hurting me..

Even though my eyes and emotions are sitll hateful,
I've got appreciation and I'm actually rather grateful,
That you hurt me, crushed me, cast me aside from your hand,
Because by doing that - you gave me strength to stand.

If I was still being dragged along, hanging by a thread,
My body would be so messed up never mind inside my head.
My heart no longer cries for you - it hasn't for a while,
It belongs to someone better, someone who makes me smile.

So thankyou for breaking up my heart,
Because of that you've given me the very best start.
And thanks for never giving a damn,
Or I wouldn't have ended up where I am.

cRying..

I'm stand still
wondering
why my heart feel uncomfortable?


Like ocean it's being ripple inside
Wave take away the sand and
Bring it back again over and over
when the tide getting ebb, some is taken away


Longing
Is this it?


I take it in my heart with 1000 joy
hope it soar and light the sky
But suddenly winter fairy reach inside
My world become frozen


Speechless...
Something steal my tongue
Left me by my own


I close my eyes and I feel it
The arm of sadness embracing me around
Like blanket of ice
it is freeze my tears


Why it did not let me cry?
When tears is helper for reducing pain
When emotion in jeopardy to turn into beast inside
I need it more than anything else


Please God, allow me to cry.
I'm afraid of myself when I couldn't cry.

SMILE tO HiDe The PaIn

“You look at me and think,

‘she’s so happy’ but there’s 

so much behind this little 

smile that you will never know.”

"Just because her eyes don’t tear
Doesn’t mean her heart doesn’t cry;
And just because she comes off strong
Doesn’t mean there’s nothing wrong.”


“You never see my tears, 

but that doesn't mean I don't cry. 

You never feel my pain, 

but that doesn't mean I don't hurt. 

You only see me smile, 

and that doesn't 

mean that I am happy.”

“It was just one of 

those days when you 

can walk around fooling 

everyone into thinking you're 

happy and look back and 

notice that every time you 

smile or laugh there is a little

pang of hurt in your heart 

because you know you 

are lying to the people who 

mean the most to you.”

thank you for the PAIN

For all the times,
You weren't by my side,
For all the times,
You just watched me cry.

Everything you put me through,
Hurts me so bad now,
And the pain wont fade away,
So now I have to live with it every day.

I cant believe you would do this,
After you told me you loved me,
And I thought it was true,
But I guess you lied.

Now I'm here alone,
Without you by my side,
No one for me to talk to,
About what I'm going through.