Go Away!

i like to see the rain.. coz it make me peace deep inside my heart, 

but the true is something happen inside me while see the rain fall down

somthing can't say with words.. i feel peace but want to cry..

few month ago something happen and until now i don't

know am i strong enough to stand again...

i cry to many night

i have too much pain.. no one will understand..

yes im smiling,  even laugh..  coz it was the easy way

then to tell Ppl why am i crying... 

and to many night i was asking God why it happen to me??

why??? me?? admit that i was in Love with HIM... 

and until now i can't get over HIM!!

i miss u... missu so damm much!!

and i was praying every single nite ask god to bless u and ur Girlfriend..

and i was asking wif my self why u come in to my life  if the is the way u 

left me?.. u said that u don't love ur ex anymore... then why u go back with her??

and u said to me that u will wait for me until God make us one..

but then where is ur promise???

i have trust u more than u ever know.. no one will understand the feeling is :'( 

just hate this feeling ...