A STONG WOMAN

A strong woman works out every day to keep her body in shape …
but a woman of strength kneels in prayer to keep her soul in shape…

A strong woman isn’t afraid of anything …
but a woman of strength shows courage in the midst of her fear…

A strong woman won’t let anyone get the best of her …
but a woman of strength gives the best of her to everyone…

A strong woman makes mistakes and avoids the same in the future…
a woman of strength realizes life’s mistakes can also be God’s blessings and capitalizes on them…

A strong woman walks sure foetidly …
but a woman of strength knows God will catch her when she falls…

A strong woman wears the look of confidence on her face …
but a woman of strength wears grace…

A strong woman has faith that she is strong enough for the journey …
but a woman of strength has faith that it is in the journey that she will become strong…

a strong woman is one who gets her heart broken time and time again and still has the strength to gather the pieces to create a new life for herself. Remember that no matter what pain you’ve been through, tears will dry, broken hearts will heal, and somewhere out there the person who truly cares is waiting. you’re a woman and you are strong.

feel tired

i just want to stop... feel tired.. Jesus plz do something for me.. Jesus plz hear my Pray.. stuck inside.. mcm mau gila pun ada .. duii x tau mc mna mau ckp.. mau stop.. sy penat btl ne.. sy x tau mcm mna mau ckp..

I'll always love you more than you'll ever know

Some nights I lay in bed and wonder
What it would be like to hold you in my arms
To never let go of that look in your eyes
Overwhelmed by your embrace all night long
And sometimes I stop to think what it would be like
To have you by my side as the tears go by
Or to know that I'll never be alone
As long as you're alive

I'm no longer alone when I'm by myself
A piece of you is with me wherever I go
Your heart's a part of me that I can't do without
I'll always love you more than you'll ever know

I'm a dreamer so I dream
And when I dream it's you I see
Because I miss you when I'm awake
As much as when I sleep
But in my dreams I never have to let you go
And my gaze never strays from the gateway to your soul
Frozen in time with the truest love I've ever known
Would be a dream come true if I had your hand to hold

I'll never let you go
I'll never let you fall
I'll be there for you
Whenever you call

I'll never let you down
I'll never leave you alone
I'll be the truest love
That your heart has ever known
I'm no longer alone when I'm by myself

A piece of you is with me wherever I go
Your heart's a part of me that I can't do without
I'll always love you more than you'll ever know

im trying hard not to hurt you
im tryng hard to understand you
im trying to do the best
im trying to make you smile
im trying hard to make you happy
but i realize that no metter how much
i been trying I can't  be the best for you
like she did.. im SoRRy..
but i'll understand that u
owez remember
the memory between u and ur EX
i'll understand when u still
compare me with ur EX
i'll understand when u feel like u can
share everything wif me
like u do wif u Ex

but when the day will come
when i can't stand the pain anymore
it your turn to understand me..
pls don't blame me..

i don't know where to start.. feel like im giving up to fall in lOve
i feel it to hard to understand someone we love.. and sometime it hurt so much
im trying to hold in side the pain.. when i feel like u are the one im  wating for..
but there owes time that i feel like something not right in my heart..
plz tell me what should i do?? it hurt me so much.. when we talk about our relationship
u must tell me about that girl.. or u want me to be like that girl?? i can't be what you want..
i understand when u still can't 4get about the memory that u have made wif her... i'll understand every tym u hurt me .. but when the came that my love will never be the same it ur turn to understand me..

We fell in love
On the first night that we met
Together
We’ve been happy
I have very few regrets
The ordinary problems
Have not been hard to face
But lately little changes
Have been slowly taking place
You’re always finding something
Is wrong in what I do

But you can’t rearrange my life
Because it pleases you 

you’ve got lo love me

For what I am
For simply being me
Don’t love me
For what you intend
Or hope that I will be
And if you’re only using me
To feed your fantasy
You’re really not in love

So let me go
I must be free
If what you want
Isn’t natural for me

I won’t pretend to keep you
What I am I have to be
The picture of perfection
Is only on your mind
For all your expectations
Love can never be designed

We either take each other
For ev’rything we are
Or leave the life
We’ve made behind
And make another start



And if yo’re only using me
To feed your fantasy
You’re really not in love
So let me go
I must be free
You’re really not in love
So let me go
I must be free

i don't Know

can i talk wif u??  yes im in Love wif u , and i want you to knw that i never felt this way be4

ya mmg sy pernah in love  tp xda mcm ne.. but why my heart say that im not gud enough 4 u?? 

x cukup baik.. i don't understand why everything wad i like wad i love  and everything seem like 

i must 4get about it??? apa 1 kebetulan?? apa yg sy suka dia pun suka.. maybe when u say "SAMA OH" 

u feel like nothing happen.. but i want u to know that  verry deep inside it make me feel Damm!!! it Hurt me.. 

and i was like ok i must let this go.. buat2 x ska that stuff lagi la..mugkin ko x sdr yg sy btl sakit hati sma 2 perkara!! maybe i just 1 of ppl that cm 2 ur life and must go when the time up!!!.. sumtime i feel like just want 2 give up.. mau ckp peduli la mls sy mau pikir.. deiii tp x dpt .. ko sja yg sy ingat2 tiap2 pagi.. tiap2 saaatt.. tiap detik..buduh ne sy rsa..

He To She (thank you so much dear HubbY i Love it so much)

cinta ibarat sebuah anak panah,sekali ia terlepas,ia akan menancap dimana saja.tidak tanganmu atau tanganku yang akan mampu mematahkanya.,dia akan tetap di sana.,
dan waktu tidak membuatnya berkarat .,kadang cinta tidak sepaham dengan logika memilih waktu dan orang yang tepat untuk jatuh cinta.
kata orang cinta itu tidak mempunyai mata tetapi semua orang mempunyai mata..
bersama dengan dirimu akan kualami rasa bahagia dan gembira walapun pasti lebih banyak rasa pahitnya kerna itulah pengorbanan dalam mengejar kebahagian..,
memang cinta tak bermata.,hebatnya cinta bisa membutakan hati dan mata siapa saja,cinta memang tak peduli rasa..
semuanya bisa jatuh cinta bila hati mula bersatu...
semoga cinta kasih dan sayang yang akan ku berikan kepadamu ini mampu membuatmu bahagia..dan di setiap saat kamu memerlukanku..aku akan sentiasa berada di sampingmu..melindungimu dari setiap bahaya dan kegelisahan...dan mengisi setiap kekosongan dan kesunyian harimu..
aku mencintai dan mengasihi dirimu lebih dari segalanya..bahkan melebihi diriku ini sendiri..
percayalah padaku hanya kamu yang aku cintai dan sayangi..tak ada lain selain dirimu lagi yang mampu membuatku tersenyum dan merasa bahagia sebahagia ini...hanya kamu yang benar-benar menghargai ku..menghargai kehadiranku di dunia ini..
hanya Tuhan yang mampu melihat sedalam dalamya hatiku terhadapmu saat ini..
ingin ku katakan pada saat ini mahu memperisterikan kmu..
namun masanya belum tiba..
ku harap kmu menantikan saat itu dan terus menanti dan jangan pernah berhenti menantikanya sayang....
saya mencintai dan menyayangi kmu emma...
smoga hubungan yang terbina ini akan terus berdiri dengan kukuh walapun terlalu banyak dugaan yang datang..
bersama kita berdiri dan mengharungi suka duka itu bersama sama..
percayalah padaku..dan yakinlah bahawa Tuhan tidak pernah meningalkan kita..
DIA selalu bersama dgn kita..
cinta dan kasih orang benar takan pernah gagal sayang...
percayalah..

Fake SmILe

Minutes slowly go by as the precious thoughts of us being together once again remain in my mind. The comforting images of you takes hold of my soul and through my eyes I visualize the time I had with you before you had to go; taking a part of me with you.I realize I need you so much because I love you. There's no other person I'd rather be with, no other person I'd rather be loved by, no other person I'd rather love or miss than you!

i miss you more and more..

I love you more than all the stars in the sky.
I love you more as each moment passes us by.
I love you more with every breath I take.
I love you more with each promise we make.

I need you like a flower needs the rain.
I need you for you can wash away my pain.
I need you more each day
I need you for you are so wonderful, in every single way.

I miss you more than ever now.
I miss you because I really need you somehow.
I miss you and your touch.
I miss you for to me, you mean so much.

I want you to caress me the way you always do.
I want you to look into my eyes and see my love for you.
I want you to hold me close to your heart.
I want you to know that I love you, need you, miss you, and want you
And I have for every single moment, right from the start.

i'm Scared oF LoSing yOu...

Sometimes I don't know where to start when I write about you
So much is on my mind; I don't know how to get things through
So I'll just put it all out there, I promise I won't hold anything back
Communication is the one thing we promised our relationship wouldn't lack
I'm scared to death and this fear just won't go away
I have fallen so fast that I'm scared of losing you one day
When we talk about our past, old memories haunt my mind
That old me is gone, she'll be so hard to find
I'm scared I'll give my all to only get half in return
I'm scared my heart will catch on fire and you'll watch it burn
Forever is a powerful word; is this a word you want to use?
Will you always play the game if you know there are times you might lose?
Will temptations be out there that you'll want to give in?
Leave me, cheat me, and hurt me because of sin?
When you have a bad day, tell me, will I be neglected?
If you're mad at me and I'm in trouble, will I still be protected?
Is there anything I could do that would make you turn your back on me?
I ask because I'm scared of losing you, so please help me see
Are you more or less of a man? Are there times you can swallow your pride?
Will there be any moments in your day where my love will be denied?
Will a kiss always make things better or will you look for something more?
Is there a time you're not happy to see me when you walk in the door?
When will my heart break? I know it will happen one time or another
Will you do anything to comfort me or will I have to turn to my mother?
I get sad sometimes and it's honestly just because I care
I ask because I'm scared of losing you, please just be aware

After I stopped believing that love could ever be real.
Giving up on what I knew, I thought my heart wouldn't heal.

To me love waas just a game,a game that I could never win.
Losing everything I had,everything that could've been.

Then here you come into my life changing the thoughts in my mind.
Bringing me to a new start leaving all my pain behind.

You showed me how to love again, the things I lost; in you I found.
You gave me a reason to smile,you said I had no need to frown.

I will forever be grateful for everything you have to give.
All the happiness I needed, and another reason to live.

Every time I hear your name, a smile forms across my face.
A new feeling...everlasting, that I know nothing can replace.

I'm so thankful that I have you, you're there when I need you most.
I don't want anythinag else,I just want to hold you close.

I know you'll stay right by my side,and walk with me that extra mile.
Your love is my reason to live ,and you are my reason to smile.

You are the sun in my day, the wind in my sky, the waves in my ocean, and the beat in my heart. All my dreams came true the day that I met you. I Love You! You are the sunshine of my life! Thanks for brightening my world with the warmth of your Love... You are the fire that burns the passion within my soul. I love You with all my heart... I want to be your arms, I want to feel your touch, I need you very much. Coz I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

i love my mum

When I hug my mum
It seems like my feet always lift above
In them few seconds I feel
Nothing but pure love


When I hug my mum
I feel lucky to have a mum like this
A mum that made my day
By just one little kiss


When I hug my mum
I think it is the safest place to be
I wish that every moment of my life
My mum will be close to me

i'm happy now..

I feel so safe with you.
Will you wrap your arms around me?
You’re so great, it just can’t be true.
You make me feel so happy.

...I want to be part of your life.
When will you let me in?
Without you, I have such strife.
I want to be more than your friend

imissyousomuch..

I don't know what has happened to me.....day and night your thought ....every moment passes in waiting for you.....just want to be with you everytime....is it what we call love..???....i haven't felt the same before....your mere presence makes me thrilled....it takes my nerves to a high......ur smiles make me smile....ur cries make me cry....can't even imagine a minute without you now....i don't know how all this happened....a few days before i didnt even know you....but now you have become everything to me....i guess i am loosing control over my emotions now....i am not able to stop myself from telling you my feelings...but i am scared that i might loose you
all i want is you to be around...i just can't afford to loose you at any cost.....when you are not here...every moment is like helll....i can't even explain how badly i am missing you right noww.....i wish you could ever understand my feelings

StuCk wIth yOu!!

at a moment like this..i wish the time stop for a moment so that when i hug u , no one will see,but at this time I walk alone, to see where we got together a very beautiful memory seem like i want to go back to that time..to find the right feeling.. but when i'm  not with you, the feeling ..will not be the same , like only yesterday we were together, and like just yesterday you hurt me..although the story has gone too long .. and it seems like you can forget about everything, but I was still in the memory.You can live in happiness with  her ..while I try to forget this love And I? I can not leave the story, even  only one step..What should I do?tell me, what should I do? because it was so painful I..when I saw you with her and u feel ​​very happy, and I am stuck and can not forget you , many times I said to myself,God created you not for me.friends often remind, walk and do not look back again, forget it all, give a chance the people who loved me.but you will never know how painful and very difficult to leave all the memory coz i have u in my memory .. maybe it's not worth more to you .. but it really hurt me .. all i can do is CRYING.. WHEN I SEE U with her.. stupid me!!  i'm sorry.. God PLz.. help me to forget everything!!The truth Is i can not forget you .. I still love and miss you

" Sometimes we have to give up wonderful things just to make every things alright. We have to bleed alone for somebody to smile. We need those tears flow just to save the tears of others. We have to break our own heart to feel somebody else's emptiness & there are times when we have to give up our own happiness just to rescue someone else's burden. that's what u call love. It was never fair & will never be."

Story..

 You know whats sad bout love? It's when you happen to know that theres just no hope for you being together yet you still pray to make it work. It's when your mind says let go but your heart says hold on. It's when you dream of that person almost every night only to wake up in the mornng w/ tears in your eyes & most of all it's when no matter how you try to forget that person you just cant 'coz of the fact that you love that person & you just don't know why

This lie's become a part of me
For months, I've played this game
Acting like it doesn't hurt
Each time I hear his name,

......Ignoring what's inside of me
Pretending I've moved on
As if the feelings I once had
For him are somehow gone,

Spending each and every day
With happiness and laughs
Forgetting all our memories
Avoiding photographs,

But last night when I saw him
For the first time since he left
My heart stopped for a moment
I couldn't catch my breath,

When suddenly it hit me
As the tears started to flow
That even after all this time
I just can't let him go !!!

I am scared

Some say they love rain,
but when it rains,
they use an umbrella..
.
Some say they love da sun
but when da sun shines,
they search for shade..
.
Some say they love da wind
but when itz windy,
they close their windows..
.
Thats why,I am scared,
when some 1 says :
“I love U

teach me..

Teach me to stop caring, When I think of what we were
Teach me to stop crying, When I see you there with her ... 

...Show me how to live again, When you're not here with me
Show me how to fight the fact, That we're not meant to be ...

Tell me that I'll be alright, And my life will be okay
Without you right here by my side, To hold my hand each day ...

Let these teardrops wash away, Don't let this heartbreak last...
Let me let go like you did, For you've forgotten me so fast ...

This is for the broken hearted. I know how you feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don't want to laugh, because you know it's not going to help, but you don't want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too. You don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, are normally the ones you love the most. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you're getting happy again, but you know inside that you're just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can't help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them And even if it has, every broken heart is different. They don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you've had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you're to the point where you don't care who see's. Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it's not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, "It will be okay…” But you know it won't. And that’s the truth, it won’t. And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. You're still hurt, but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay. So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this...

NoboDy..

Nobody knows its empty
this smile that i wear...
the real one is left in the past
because u hav left me there...?!!?

Nobody knows i m crying
they wont see even my tears...
when they think thai i m laughing
i still wishing u were here... ?!!?

Nobody knows it's painful
they think that i m strong...
they say that this wont kil me
but i wander if they were wrong... ?!!?

Nobody knows i m praying
that u will change my mind...
they think that i let u go
when u left me behind... ?!!?

Nobody knows i miss u
they think i feel set free...
but i feel like i m bound with chains
trapeed in the mystery... ?!!?

Nobody knows i need u
they say that i can do it my own...
but" they dont know i m crying.

im Not Angry..

I'm not angry because we broke up,
I'm sad because I can't let you go..
I'm not angry at you for not loving me,
I'm angry with me for still loving you..
I'm not angry that I lost you,
I'm sad because I once had you..
I'm not angry that I can't have you,
I'm sad because I know what I'm missing..
I'm not angry that you've moved on,
I'm sad because I can't..
I'm not angry that you won't come back,
I'm sad because I keep hoping you will..
I'm not angry because I hate you and don't want to,
I'm sad because I miss you and I love you..

i Love u Mom

Mom, There is none like you in this whole wild world
You are special and so dear to me
You've loved me from the day I was born
Even though I am a woman now
You never stopped loving me
You still call me your baby

When the whole world is against me
I run to you 
And you are always there with arms wide open 
Ready to catch me when I fall
Ready to wipe my tears away when I cry
Ready to cheer me up when I feel down
You are so special mum
You understand me more than anyone else

You are not rich like other mothers
Who buys their daughter expensive things
You are simple but yet you are wise
I love you for the fact that you love me
And you have showed your love 
Through the very little things you do
Love is not about money
But it's about feelings
And you have showed that to me

You are my hero Mom
Through the good and bad days of our lives
You make sure we can get by each day
With the little we have
Mom, You are strong 
You have great vision and hope
When I see you I see a Hero
A true hero


Mom, Nothing will ever stop me from loving you
No one will ever love me the way you do
And no one will even know how to be you
You're one and unique to me
I love you Mom
With all my heart.

I'll Do

ARE YOU GOING TO BE REALLY BE LIKE THAT?

ARE YOU REALLY LEAVING?

THERE WAS NO INDICATION OF THIS

WHY ARE YOU SUDDENLY DOING THIS?

TELL ME IT’S NOT TRUE

TELL ME THAT YOU WERE LYING

SMILE AND TALK LIKE  YOU USED TO

JUST DO THAT FOR ME

HOW COUL YOU DO THIS TO ME ?

I’M TRYING NOT TO LET YOU GO

NOW I SEE YOU’RE PUSHING ME AWAY..

WE MIGHT REALLY BE BREAKING UP..

I HATE PEOPLE LIKE YOU..

I DON’T WANT SOMEONE LIKE YOU..

SOMEONE WHO LEFT ME CRYING..

EVEN IF I HATE YOU

I LIKE YOU..

EVEN IF I DON’T WANT YOU

I DO.

BECAUSE NO MATTER WHAT I DO

I’LL LOVE YOU..I’LL DO WHATEVER YOU WANT ME TO DO

I WON’T BE ANGRY OR COMPLAIN

SAY U’LL  STAY WITH ME THAT’S ALL I NEED TO BE HAPPY

BECAUSE  NO MATTER WAHT I DO I’LL LOVE

 A GIRL LIKE ME CAN’T LET GO OF LOVE EASILY

 EVEN THOUGH YOU LEFT ME SO COLDLY

I STILL WILL NOT FORGET I 

Ku Yakin Adanya hari Esok,, kerana Engkau Ada..

Bapa meski jalan hidup ku masih jauh..

 meski terdapat seribu persoalan dalam hidup ku..

meski ku tau punya banyak cabaran di depan ku ..

meski hidup ku tidak punya cerita – cerita hebat seperti orang lain ..

meski ku tidak punya cara terbaik untuk menyenangkan hati mu..

meski aku selalu buat hati mu sedih dengan pelangaran ku..

meski ku sentiasa lupa akan kehadiran mu dalam hidupku..

 meski saat sedih selalu membelengu hidup ku..

 meski tidak tidak akan ada jalan yang ku lihat terbuka bagi setiap masalah ku dan segala sesuatu seakan – akan tertutup bagi ku....

Pada saat itu aku pasti ENGKAU tidak pernah meninggalkan ku ENGKAU selalu punya cara.. dengan jalan hidup ku yang masih jauh, kerna rencanaMU melebihi daripada apa yang dapat ku Fikirkan..

 engkau menghibur ku dalam setiap persoalan yang ada ,

meski ku tidak punya cerita hebat seperti orang lain, hati ku yakin yang engkau mencintai ku kerana engkau mencipta ku menurut gambar dan rupa MU...

dan pada saat ku tidak mampu menyenangkan hati MU TUHAN YESUS, ENGKAU akan sentiasa menyayangi ku kerana aku adalah keturunan MU.

Dan pasti ENGKAU menyayangi ku buktinya ENGKAU MATI DIKAYU SALIB BAGI ku... kerana pelangaran serta dosa – dosa ku..

Dan pada saat ENGKAU sentiasa ada untuk diriku, tapi mata hati ku buta untuk melihat kebaikan MU..

Dan meski ku selalu lupa akan kehadiran MU.. ENGKAU masih memberi ku penghiburan bagi setiap kesedihan ... kerana  engkau punya cara dalam segala perbuatan MU ..

KERANA ENGKAU ALLAH YANG SANGAT BERKUASA YANG MENCIPTA LANGIT SERTA BUMI DAN  KERANA ENGKAU TELAH BANGKIT YANG AKAN KEMBALI MENGADILI DUNIA.. DAN KERANA JANJI ITU TUHAN KU BERSERU KEPADA MU.. KU PERCAYA ENGKAU PUNYA CARA UNTUK MEMBANTU DIRI KU DENGAN JALAN YANG AJAIB.. DAN KERAN ITU KU TENANG SEBAB ENGKAU BAPAKU...

ARE YOU GOING TO BE REALLY BE LIKE THAT?

ARE YOU REALLY LEAVING?

THERE WAS NO INDICATION OF THIS

WHY ARE YOU SUDDENLY DOING THIS?

TELL ME IT’S NOT TRUE

TELL ME THAT YOU WERE LYING

SMILE AND TALK LIKE  YOU USED TO

JUST DO THAT FOR ME

HOW COUL YOU DO THIS TO ME ?

I’M TRYING NOT TO LET YOU GO

NOW I SEE YOU’RE PUSHING ME AWAY..

WE MIGHT REALLY BE BREAKING UP..

I HATE PEOPLE LIKE YOU..

I DON’T WANT SOMEONE LIKE YOU..

SOMEONE WHO LEFT ME CRYING..

EVEN IF I HATE YOU

I LIKE YOU..

EVEN IF I DON’T WANT YOU

I DO.

BECAUSE NO MATTER WHAT I DO

I’LL LOVE YOU..I’LL DO WHATEVER YOU WANT ME TO DOI WON’T BE ANGRY OR COMPLAIN

SAY U’LL  STAY WITH ME THAT’S ALL I NEED TO BE HAPPY BECAUSE  NO MATTER WAHT I DO I’LL LOVE A GIRL LIKE ME CAN’T LET GOOF LOVE EASILY EVEN THOUGH YOU LEFT ME SO COLDLY

I STILL WILL NOT FORGET I STILL WANT TO WAIT REGARDLESS OF WHAT ANYONE SAYS YOU ARE MY MAN AND I’M YOUR GIRL

I realized something, serving the Lord, not all of what we want we will get.sometimes God wants us to learn something .. maybe there is a painfultime, because we must leave our interest ... all things that can make ushappy, and be not the same as everyone else. but God, help me tosurvive, in the most painful ..

I LOVE YOU..

I love the way you wrap your arms around me and hold me tight, 

I love the way you hold my hand, 

I love the way you say I love you, 

I love the way you wash my tears away, 

I love the way you hug me, I love the way you stare at me

i can't!!

I tried but I can't forget you.

I tried to not think of you.
I tried to not talk about you.
I tried to not look at you.
I tried to insult you.
I tried to hurt you.
I tried to hide from you.
I tried to love someone else.

But still . . .

I can't forget our strange memories.
I can't forget your sweet voice.
I can't forget your unique appearance.
I can't not feel bad that I offended you.
I can't not feel awful that I hurt you.
I can't not avoid you.
I can't love anyone else the way I love you.

I tried but I can't forget you 

if only i can choose..

i don't like the word "if only" coz  i would say .. if only i get a gud result.. if only i can be singer.. if only... this..if only that.. but it just a dream that never be come true.. but the most hurt me is .. if only i can have u in my life.. but with someone that u love.. and i knw u love me.. but u can let she go.. and if only i can choose.. i choosE never knw u.. coz knwing u in my life is.. create a new pain.. and i just can cry..

My heart is so proud. My mind is so unfocused.

I see the things You do through me as great things I have done. And now You gently break me, then lovingly You take me and hold me as my father and mold me as my maker.

At times I may grow weak and feel a bit discouraged, knowing that someone, somewhere could do a better job. For who am I to serve You?I know I don't deserve You. And that's the part that burns in my heart and keeps me hanging on. 

As I walk with You, I'm learning what Your grace really means. The price that I could never pay was paid at Calvary. So, instead of trying to repay You, I'm learning to simply obey You

by giving up my life to you For all that You've given to me.

I ask you: "How many times will you pick me up, when I keep on letting you down?

And each time I will fall short of Your glory, how far will forgiveness abounds?"

And you answer: " My child, I love you.

And as long as you're seeking My face, You'll walk in the pow'r of My daily sufficient grace."

You are so patient with me, Lord.

i'm happy

today .. i feel so happy, coz sum1 tell me that he LOve me.. but in other side.. i'm afraid.. to be with that guy.. i don't why.. maybe bcoz

oN JaNuAry

It's a long story for me..

so many things happen on January..

sad, happy,mad.... 

1st my sis going to be a morther in sept.. gud news.. 

but other story.. is my Love story end On January.. but what  really make

me so upset is.. 4 years i been soo stupid and blind.. to trust that guy.. 

then after 4 years i know that the guy that i really love.. he lie to me.. 

guess what?? at the same time he was with another woman for 7 years .. 

and yess i must admit that it really hurt me.

I might have to go through all this although a very painful.. 

so that i'll be a mature woman, oh GOD Oh God, please take every longing in my heart to that  man, God help me, so I would not expect us back together. take all of this story as soon as possible.coz I will not survive for long periods... 

Jesus Help Me

RaIn.

I love the rain in our lives
It reminds me of the times that are special
The times that we take just for ourselves
The times for just you and me and the rain

The gentle rains are the times for our walks
To feel the wetness against our skin, walking together
To laugh and splash like children in the puddles
To kiss and embrace in the sweetness of the rain