Pain!

Thank you for give me more pain and thank you for hurting me..
If u really in love with me u will never let me face my problem alone
Go and ask other women are they like the way u solve the problem between us?  If we have a little fight and u go just like that without msg or call me?? U make me think that why every guy in mylife use the same way to treat me? Am i a toy? Or u just want make some fun?? Or  am i STUPID to trust u that U LOVE ME??  GOD pls ... plssssssss  take away everthing inside me all burden, hurt, pain.. God im sorry for asking this.. why no 1 be true to me? Why is everything so hard for me? Why i must face it? U know every nite im crying.. and i oso fail for my intview.. and so much pain in my body.. i can't take it anymore..  i can't stand the pain when ppl still blame me for let my ex go..  Lord plsss ...plsss and plsss hug me now i need u.. cuz no one will care for what i feel..  plss ...plsss take this pain away from me...